Ethan Jewell
Never felt more alone (interlude)
"What's going on?"
Phew... uh, I, I, most days I don't even know, man
I, I, I go to therapy once a week, and
Most of the time I just have to tell him I feel bad
I, I feel lonely, ya know?
And he'll ask "Why?"
And I'll just have to shrug my shoulders
Because I don't know
I, I have no reason to feel like this
I do all this self-care shit
I take cold showers
I, I meditate in my journal
But... nothing helps
Sometimes it just feels like I'm gonna be stuck like this forever
It's almost getting comfortable, ya know?
But, but loneliness
That's really the worst part
Like, I'll be with a group of my closest friends
And dеspite being around a bunch of peoplе
I have never felt more alone