Cal Scruby
Artificial Love
[Intro: PmBata]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh

[Chorus: PmBata]
Oh-oh
Fill my veins with artificial love, go numb to escape the pain
Fill my drink, pour enough of myself to say goodbye to yesterday
Fill my veins with artificial love, go numb to escape the pain
Fill my drink, pour enough of myself to say goodbye to yesterday

[Verse 1: Cal Scruby]
I had one fuck left and I lost it
Why did I throw my heart in the middle of the moshpit
Running from it all and it's getting exhausting
It's marathon shit like I'm winning in Boston
I called last week, guess you got busy
I must've hit you nine times like I shot fifty
And I said I was alright but I'm not really
Like I thought I was alright but it got tricky
You see on the outside, I'm a house with a white picket fence
On the inside, I'm a mess
Gotta come clean, I got things to confess
From the foundation, I'm deeply depressed
And it get a little harder to breathe with each step
I can feel my heartbeat beating out my chest
Six feet deep, finally get a little peace when I rest
Get a little sleep when I'm dead
[Chorus: PmBata]
Oh-oh
Fill my veins with artificial love, go numb to escape the pain
Fill my drink, pour enough of myself to say goodbye to yesterday
Fill my veins with artificial love, go numb to escape the pain
Fill my drink, pour enough of myself to say goodbye to yesterday

[Verse 2: Cal Scruby]
Why you keep it inside 'til you lash out?
Why you got good friends that you bad mouth?
Why you throwing stones at a glasshouse?
Why you saying “that's facts” when you have doubts?
I know you see the black cloud sitting over my head and you still throw shade
They said the sun gonna come out tomorrow but it still gon' rain
A thunderstorm warning, it still won't go away
Sitting in the puddle while I fill my brain
With the thoughts of the ways I could kill myself
So I take another pill to conceal my pain
But it's almost like you wanted me to feel your pain
Like you thought somehow that would heal your pain
But it never does and instead of love
We keep looking for drugs like it's a better buzz, yeah

[Chorus: PmBata]
Oh-oh
Fill my veins with artificial love, go numb to escape the pain
Fill my drink, pour enough of myself to say goodbye to yesterday
Fill my veins with artificial love, go numb to escape the pain
Fill my drink, pour enough of myself to say goodbye to yesterday