Let me have 3 kilos more
3 kilos less
Let me wake up from my nightmares
Glue me to the chair
Change my ideas
Be part of the problem
Say curse words
Forget to pay the electricity bill
Go up 3 floors
Run to get
The last train
Today i close the bar
And lie to my parents
To be able to stay
With you

With you

Let me be magnetic
Fool everyone
I have full venues
Don't write anything decent
For months
Let me interrupt you
Don't try to console me
Can't you see, that i am
Trying to fool you
Let me be complex
Only apparently
Fall into my conversation
I am convincing
I don't like critics
I write for people
I'm not, trying to please them
And i hope that hurt them
Let me be hypochondriac
In recovery
Apologize instead of permission
Stay in the kitchen
Talking till late
With my boys that
Like boys
Use "a" without the h
(could you forgive me)
Self sabotage me
Don't want to compare myself
It's just another attack
It's only anxiety
But if i ask you
Swear you're gonna get me?

Save me

Let me be magnetic
Fool everyone
I have full venues
Don't write anything decent
For months
Let me interrupt you
Don't try to console me
Can't you see, that i am
Trying to fool you
Let me be complex
Only apparently
Fall into my conversation
I am convincing
I don't like critics
I write for people
I'm not, trying to please them
And i hope that hurt them