[Verse]
Broken hearts we know that nobody will take your place
My healing starts when you decided that we needed space
I’ve come to terms with what it was that kept me so ashamed
I toss and turn because your love is what I’m missing baby
Cycles of toxicity lights flickering on and off
I know you fight the thoughts of missing me
Cause I’ll be missing us on silent when I’m in it deep
You told me that I must accept what I say isn’t me
Sheesh, baby please forgive me
Find it in yourself to love me through that envy
Uh, all them lettеrs that I never sent my pеn bleed
A true lover so much that I kept covered
And have the chance to make amends because you didn’t want ‘em
From one soul to another spirit still above us
I was shown aside to you I will always remember
Can’t let up can’t give up this is forever
You the one who make me better
You love me through my weakest moments all measures
Now or never time to face what I will call a terror
Under pressure all my grievous sprinkles salt and pepper cover crying faces
Had to take a single step because I couldn’t take it
Digging deep to find the truth within me excavations
I was leaning into you without an explanation
I wanna live this life with you but that’ll take some patience
I’ll be manifesting through my daily meditations
The first face I’m seeing when I close my eyes and pray
I’m trying to let it be it’s hard to do I feel a way
Mustn’t go as straight
This is all apart of growth
The discomfort coming ways without the thought to smoke
Fluctuation of my faith in God was hard to grasp
Until I learned that living life was such a solid task
It’s hard to weigh my good deeds when karma biting back