[Verse 1]

See, I'm scared for tomorrow
Yeah, can't get over the past
And it seems that this smile is becoming more of a mask
Can't rejuvenate that energy that I thought that I had
I'm losing vision of this place that I've been
Working to have
Just been guessing these questions that I've been
Pressing and stressing
My adolescence revolved around the
Same set of lessons
But I can't get it right, 'cause I've been losing sight
'Cause what's the point of dreaming if you ain't sleeping right?

3 A.M. and exhausted, but I'm just lying awake
Picking up something the same but I think I'm going insane
'Cause I can't live in the moment when I've been stuck in my brain
I've been trying to change for the better but everything's been the same
'Cause I don't know where I'm going
Can't look back where I've been
I don't believe in "meant to be's" 'cause I decide who I am
So I'm deciding to go
To make the jump, give it all
'Cause happiness is made when you can smile if you fall

[Chorus]

And I don't know
If things are gonna last
I'm running crazy
And I know I'm gonna crash

So if I leave
Will you remember me?
Or can we go back
To the way things used to be?

[Verse 2]

Yeah
Looking for that glimmer of light inside the darkest storm
An open war, working towards that happiness I'm searching for
Repeating questions like, "Will this ever happen?"
I'm stressing all the time
Man, where's the satisfaction?

'Cause believe me I've tried
It feels like a thousand of times that I
Tell my ma it's coming even with her doubtful eyes
Should I set this aside?
Can someone give me a sign?
'Cause am I chasing the future, or am I just wasting my time?

'Cause I'm full of doubt
And I can't get them out
I want to give your everything, feel like Imma drown
Place my heart into the fire
Now all I'm feeling is tired
I've been trying to set my mind higher
But can't stop losing desire

'Cause what if I never make it?
What if this doesn't work?
Second guessing every movie writing, every verse
'Cause everything is a maybe
And lately been running crazy
My vision is getting hazy
And I can't see what's ahead

Am I gone?

[Chorus]

And I don't know
If things are gonna last
I'm running crazy
And I know I'm gonna crash

So if I leave
Will you remember me?
Or can we go back
To the way things used to be?