[Verse 1]
I been goin' thru real life, I ain't got time to record
Going broke behind my people, ain't got nun to afford
'Cause even when I got it I still be feelin' like I'm poor
Might send 'em my ham and wrap my neck up with this cord
How I been holdin' up? I told 'em "I been strong", yeah
I've been chillin' on my own, yeah
I ain't been around my homies
I've been thuggin' all alone, yeah
My mama asked "You coming home today?"
I said no, mama I'm making my money out on the road
Who gon' pay for the mansion if I go broke?
Million dollar crib on my mind, I can't fold
Oh, and they know I'm a soldier
Circle his block, I'ma ring around the rosie
I can't get dirty 'cause I'm dripping head to toe, yeah
I drop that bag and they gon' spin until the morning

[Chorus]
I am not someone you can push to the side
Gotta watch my back 'cause nobody on my side
Too many wars and I still fucking thrive
Life or death, I still came out alive
If I give up I can say that I tried
Gucci shades hide the pain in my eyes
Opposition we gon' blaze to the sky
They got me deady they want blow out my mind
[Verse 2]
Got different woman, but I really want you
I can't fall in love, but you the one that I chose
I keep gettin' distracted by these hoes
Last time in the streets I can't let them take my soul
And I ain't got no one to help me
Nobody checking up to see if I'm still healthy
A n***a grown, I can't let a n***a play me
So many times I let them fuck n***as snake me
I don't like critics, better duck if you hate me
Said I fell off, don't give a fuck they still pay me
He on my body, I remember he betrayed me
He just mad 'cause he can't say he made me

[Chorus]
I am not someone you can push to the side
Gotta watch my back 'cause nobody on my side
Too many wars and I still fucking thrive
Life or death, I still came out alive
If I give up I can say that I tried
Gucci shades hide the pain in my eyes
Opposition we gon' blaze to the sky
They got me deady, they want blow out my mind