I just want to be

Sometimes when I look at you I feel
Something I can't describe
I feel like a child
Looking at you from years ago
With something too big for me to process
Inside

It makes me feel so helpless
And lost and alone
And I don't know why
It feels like something in my soul
Didn't grow the way it should
I'm misdeveloped, misaligned

I just want to be

I just want to be
This feels like [?]
I just want to be
This feels like [?]

I just want to be