[Verse 1]
Fuck it
I'm not sick, I'm not gay, I'm not trans, I'm not traumatized
So many things that I wish I'd never externalized
You're treasured for bearing your soul until it's weaponized
I wanna have a good time

[Verse 2]
Keep a few secrets from the 20,000 eyes
I'm fucking done with the 2,020 knives
I'm over bleeding out, I just wanna feel nice

[Verse 3]
I say that none of my songs are about being trans
I wish that none of my songs were about a "fucked up past"
Everyone has fucked up pasts, it's not a free pass
I wanna party while I still can