[Verse]
Everything you know, at least everything you plot
She yellin' through the phone like she tryna reach God
I am not the one that is capable of saving you
This bottle inside my hand let me know I'm okay
Tell me I live a short life so I sit here and wait
On the East Side I succumb to my fate
Some days I feel like I'm not worth this impact I made
The worst day of your life sums a regular day

[Chorus]
Ya'll just shoot this way, it's breakin' my heart
I was supposed to provide but I'm lost in the dark
And I know you at home and I know I'm still away
But if you just hold on I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself out this sunkеn place
I know I got to be strong but my tears hold wеight
So my heart teflon and my vice in my veins
And if the pain's not gone I'll just wipe it from my bank

[Verse 2]
Even though we all die I'm okay with dying young
Aslong as my words get heard and my sins stay strong
'Cause baby the last thing I do is try and hurt someone
But we all been there and it feels so wrong
With winter approaching I've been heavy in my heart
'Cause I can feel me dyin' as I type this song
And I been focused on trying and focused more on love
But the night comes faster and I miss the sun
[Verse 3]
Scraps of my body in a bodybag
He was so loved by everyone but him
They don't know me for my character
Oh my god you're all monsters (Okay)
This is what they wanted, well I delivered no doubt
This turmoil I face, [?]
Walked in the night, it might shed my only friend
But I was seeing figures by my bed just like him

[Chorus]
Ya'll just shoot this way, it's breakin' my heart
I was supposed to provide but I'm lost in the dark
And I know you at home and I know I'm still away
But if you just hold on I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself out this sunken place
I know I got to be strong but my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon and my vice in my veins
And if the pain's not gone I'll just wipe it from my bank