[Chorus]
Our safeguards couldn't pull me in
The beams rot and I let 'em cave in
A fortnight spent behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world, it's easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze, my tired form emaciates
This warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks cover me on both arms
(You're not sad again, are you, splashgvng?)

[Verse 1]
And if the horse dies, thеn the foal does too
I don't wanna evеr live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth, so I do
Myself is a word I use around you (Uh-huh)
I just got a lot of pain in my chest, woah, woah
I cannot be like him, but I'll do my best, woah, woah
Lately, I think I lost the fear of death, woah, woah
Baby, I can't be saved, just save your breath, oh, no, huh

[Refrain]
"Don't let them see you cry" is what you said, oh, oh
I know that they'll love me when I'm dead, oh, oh
I'on even wanna talk about the bad, no, oh
I like how it fuck me in my head, oh, oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed through the snow
It's these nights they will never know
[Verse 2]
Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having to say that strange goodbye soon
Baby, I would never treat you same as you treated yourself
I admire your soul 'cause it is see-through
Late at night, I drink and I fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But where's your honour?
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So she left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home, that's all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda, yeah
I started rolling up purple every time I'm feeling blue (Huh)

[Chorus]
Our safeguards couldn't pull me in
The beams rot and I let them cave in
A fortnight spent behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
And in my world, it's easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze, the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birthmarks cover me on both arms (Huh)
[Refrain]
"Don't let them see you cry" is what you said, oh, oh
I know that they'll love me when I'm dead, oh, oh
I'on even wanna talk about the bad, no, oh
I like how it fuck me in my head, oh, oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed through the snow
It's these nights they will never know