Primrose Ripper
Backwards
[Intro: Shiloh]
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me
No, no, you wouldn't...

[Verse 1]
I'm sick and tired of your fucking lies
I'm sitting waiting for your surprise
I'm wearing black like a, damn disguise
I look at your Insta story, saying
"He's all I ever wanted"
I guess I'm not even wanted
Left me broken-hearted
I'm here crying endless tears
Facing all my fears
You moving on and never texting me back
You had my back, now your gone
Telling me to never self-harm
But your in someone's arm
You don't need me if you have him
I wish I could've been him!
I looked in your eyes in our pictures
But then I realized that I'm just your disguise
I feel trapped in my own eyes
I keep receiving new lies
After all I've done and nobody saves me
Why should I be the one, if I'm the one who doesn't have any fun
I just wanna know if I'm the one you want
But how can I tell if you date anybody you want?!
[Bridge: Shiloh]
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me
No, no, you wouldn't...

[Chorus]
Oh my god!
Why do so many people lie?
I thought it was gonna be you and I!
What? Do I have it all backwards now?
Cause then I'm alone in the end like, wow

[Outro]
I've been crying over you
But you told me that
"I'll be here for you"
Don't make lies
I love you more than he could
But you can't even see it
Cause you hate me
(Sighs)
I guess its just all backwards for me now