[Verse 1]

I’ve been to hell and back you see
I’ve been to purgatory
And I still think that there’s some
Magic in misery

I think I love the in between
Why else would you be here with me
It’s not like you really love me?
It’s not like you're what I need

[Pre-Chorus]

So we stand in cold
Holding hands in the snow
It's warmer being frozen
Than being on your own
We dove way too deep
Moments pass, but they don't leave
And now I hear your voice in songs
I write in my sleep

[Chorus]

Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leave anyways
Can you bе my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leavе anyways
Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leave anyways
Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
Can you be my throwaway?
[Verse 2]

I count the seven sins I breathe
If it meant you’d stay for a week
But thorny petals tell me
I'm meant too much to seek

Comfort in knowing that I’m free
I stay in purgatory
Knowing that you can’t love me
And feeling incomplete

[Pre-Chorus]

So we stand in cold
Holding hands in the snow
It's warmer being frozen
Than being on your own
We dove way too deep
Moments pass, but they don't leave
And now I hear your voice in songs
I write in my sleep

[Chorus]

Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leave anyways
Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leave anyways
Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leave anyways
Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
Can you be my throwaway?
[Outro]

These moments pass
They don't leave
I still hear your voice when I fall asleep
These moments lapse
I'm frozen free
Your skin tastes like poison drinking me
These moments pass
But they don't leave
I still hear your voice when I fall asleep
These moments lapse
I'm frozen free
Your skin tastes like poison drinking me
Drinking me