[Hook]
Hate the way I am, god damn
Can’t stand myself sometimes I
Don’t even know who I am
Think I need help with all this
Blood that I got on my hands
Me vs myself, I feel like
I won’t ever be the right man
Stuck in my past

[Verse]
Couple things from then left me with slight damage
Those feelings creep up back on me like god dammit
Sometimes I wonder is this really how god planned it?
Sometimes I wish I was dead, that I’d stop standing
Hate the way I am, god dammit
Knew that this was trouble from the moment I began it
Way too much to handle baby, don’t know if I’ll manage
Think you’re in control, I think I’m at a disadvantage
You cut way too deep, no you can’t fix it with a bandagе
I get high to cope, I think I’m on another planеt
I ain’t comin’ down ‘cause I don’t think that I could land it
I ain’t comin’ down ‘cause I don’t think that I could land it

[Hook] x2
Hate the way I am, god damn
Can’t stand myself sometimes I
Don’t even know who I am
Think I need help with all this
Blood that I got on my hands
Me vs myself, I feel like
I won’t ever be the right man
Stuck in my past