Afourteen
SOMNIPHOBIA
[Intro]
Imotape Productions

[Verse 1: Teenage Disaster]
Sittin' down right on my bedside
Sleepless nights when I don’t feel right
Locked inside a dungeon, can’t you help me? (Can’t you help me?)
Isolated from my friends, swear this shit just never ends
Feels like my body’s growing colder (Colder)
Woke up in my own vomit last night
Wish I was taken in my sleep, God help me (Help me)
I never found myself, and maybe that’s for the best, oh
Just tell me to look up, but you’re never understanding the view
A world of liars, they conspire on my every move
I got the flu, and I’m givin' up
My stomach hurts and I’m a mess
Lie to my face, then call it quits
My love for you wasn’t adequate
Existential, I’ll never make it (Make it)
Trapped in infinity
We're so small in the face of God, so shut the fuck up and do your job
It don’t matter anyway

[Verse 2: Afourteen]
Yuh, yuh, sometimes I wake up feeling impatient, ayy
Losing my head, ayy, lemme think a minute
You don’t motherfuckin'-motherfuckin' see the vision, uh
Yuh, yuh, lemme breathe a minute
You ain’t gotta do the shit that you been doin' to me, fuck you
Yeah, I need to get my ass back home
Every time I leave the house, man I feel led on
What’s up wit' that? Cut from front to back
You don’t love me back, no, don’t act like that
Come home drunk as shit, jumping off the bridge
Fuck that, break my wrist, and I don’t wanna go back home tonight
'Cause I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight
So I just act like, conversations mean what they mean
I hold back all this hatred inside my dreams
And I’m so sick with you, and you’re so sick of me
I can’t even breathe, yuh, yuh, na-na-na-na-na, la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la
Fuck
[Verse 3: Teenage Disaster]
Fall asleep inside your arms
Kill anybody that means you harm
Alcohol for breakfast, lunch and dinner
Downers just to numb the pain
Drown all the voices inside my brain
Toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
I’m so sick of you, you’re so sick of me
I’m so insane, yeah, yeah, yeah
I’m so sick of you, you’re so sick of me

[Bridge: Teenage Disaster, Afourteen, Both]
I can’t even breathe
I can’t even breathe
So (Yuh, yuh, yuh, uh, uh, uh, yuh, yuh, yuh)
Ohh, I’m so sick of you

[Verse 4: Teenage Disaster & Afourteen]
I’ve been singin' sad songs since I was youngin'
Paint my nails black, then those bitches called me a faggot
Now it’s cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
Now I’m pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
Lil' spiders in the dark, tellin' me it’s alright
I got bullets for you motherfuckers tryna act tight
Doin' shows for a minute, I can really say I did it
[Verse 5: Teenage Disaster]
It’s a sick world we live in
And I’m not sure I want to stay at all
I’m done, I give up
And my mind comes toppling down when I think of getting out of bed
And I’m so broken down, cannot be repaired
I’m so sick, I’m so tired, I’m so beaten down
I don’t wanna go, but I think I have to

[Outro: Afourteen]
Why do we live like this? And why do we live like this?
I fell in love with your lips, they’re my worst enemy
They’re my worst enemy
I fell in love at 17, I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me, sit with me
Take my arms, watch me bleed
Take my eyes, make me see
I am so incomplete
I am so incomplete
I am so—