[Intro]
(Hello, John)
It's my (Yeah, yeah)
It's my (Yeah, yeah)
I really, really hate who I used to be (Yeah)
I really, really hate who I— (Yeah)

[Chorus]
It's my birthday and I'll cry
If I wanna cry for you
It's not worth another lie
I was dying next you

[Verse 1]
Everybody talk a big game on the 'Gram
Every-everybody had a first love underneath the stands
I was talking smack to imaginary friends
While you're knowing that, I'm hurting from the sidelines (Yeah)
Do I ever cross your mind? Will I ever know?
Count a crow, your smile has got me accidentally in lovе
Rocking Odd Future, I swear I'm not stupid
I know I act a fool, so I could see your laugh in action

[Refrain]
I was in the back of a Cadillac car
I was dancing in thе middle of the Cul-De-Sac Park
I was in the back of a Cadillac car
I was dancing in the middle of a faraway star
(Yo, Huron!)
[Chorus]
It's my birthday and I'll cry
If I wanna cry for you
It's not worth another lie
I was dying (Oh), yeah

[Verse 2]
They were making fun of me
For making beats in the back of the class
I have had just enough in the rough
I was wearing denim in the gym
Is it me? Is it him?
All I know is picket fencing and a quiet room
(Yeah)

[Bridge]
The number of fist fights and Grammys I won are the same
How many photographs in the camera roll are worthy of a frame?
I had coffee for dinner, I used to advertise my music on Tinder
I'm still embarrassed of who I used to be
(I'm still embarrassed of who I used to be)
(I'm still embarrassed of who I used to be)
I really, really hate who I used to be

[Chorus]
It's my birthday and I'll cry
If I wanna cry for you
It's not worth another lie
I was dying next you
[Outro]
(I really, really hate who I used to be)