She ask me why do I love her
And there's no way I could condense a shorter answer
So I begin on my tangent
She goes "dammit baby I fuck with you but get to the point"
Ok shawty I get it
Won't pretend to really know what this feeling is
Just know I only ever felt this presence with you
And it's so crazy that you can't understand
The depths of all my plans for us
The nights I fell apart 'cuz I knew I was never man enough
The nights that I would dream and sing about you still
Used to mask the tears with the hate
But shawty I know what you been through I was part of that
So I can't hold against you not a damn thing
Rеmember when you usеd to call me up to talk of diamond rings
I took it for granted
And when it all was said and done you wanted me at your wedding
But how the fuck could I cover the pain
Of watching the girl of my dreams
Fall into the arms of another
Remember that night it was dicey
Introduced you to my mother
But what I'll cherish forever baby
Is our one and only dance together
I could write a book about it
Finally had that dialogue today
You left me shook when you hesitated to cut ties
Thought I was the other guy the whole time but
It's been forever since I've heard your perspective
I feel blessed to receive the truth of my ways
But still get hazy eyed
To hear you fantasize
And know it ain't about us
Man why the fuck can't I just let you go?
Said I never let you take a hold
But girl you got my soul
This was never part of the plan
And I don't know what I can do about it
And with every dot that I connect
With the recollection in full
It's so I crazy I ain't understand
The depths of your devotion
And the weight of your scorn
And it's ironic I couldn't rap to you now
If you never gave me the push
Never believed in my vision
You saw the man that I could be
And all I am when I didn't
I shoulda held you up the same way but
I was lost in false perceptions of man
She really woulda put the world in my hands
If I ain't have 'em on her body too much
I wrap my hands around myself so I'm right back in her arms
I walk alone amongst the bats as look up to stars
And pray Selassie bring back you to me
'Cuz I can't be without you
And I'll say it loud
Gailynn you my everything
I just got your call
My life it flashed before my eyes
But know I gotta keep it playa
Shit
Never thought we'd get to this point
I ain't worried bout the rest of it
It's extra man as far as i know