[Verse 1]
Who the fuck am I? Who the fuck am I supposed to be?
What defines a person? I ponder uncontrollably
Do memories exist? 'Cause all of 'em were told to me
What’s the point of life? I guess to me it’s poetry
I’m so afraid by the concept of reality
What if this is fake? What if everything is actually?
What if nothing happens after I jump off a balcony?
What if every time I sleep I go to different galaxies?
I see my reflection, I just see what I perceive
All of us' the same, everybody fucking bleeds
Technology's taking over, we’re merging with machines
I’m a human being but I don’t know what it means
Is everything about us merely measured by accomplishments?
Is the purpose of success just to get acknowledgment?
Broken down bad, it’s the lack of my responsiveness
Compared to the rest, I’m feeling like I’m incompetent
Listen to my question, “who are you, what have you done?”
Are you satisfied with the person you’ve become?
'Cause I’m not, I feel like I’ve just begun
The truth is essential, it’s something you must confront

[Chorus]
Searching for myself, I don’t know where to find me
Nothing’s set in stone, I don’t know what I might be
Running out of life, you don’t gotta remind me
Living by myself, got nobody beside me
Done with this, yeah
Why’d it have to come to this? Yeah
I’m so fucking numb to it, yeah
Nothing that a drug can fix, but I’m doing drugs and shit
[Verse 2]
Beginning to fall but I’m bracing myself with the pain in my face when I fall down
Used to this feeling, the truth is revealing, I’m high as the ceiling like oh yeah
Said it was over so why is you playing? Bitch why are you calling my phone, girl?
Sick of this planet, I wish I could leave it so that I could live in my own world
I thought maybe I would find out who the fuck I am or something
Looking didn’t do shit for me so I did it all for nothing
I'm not sure I recognize me or the person I’m becoming
Know I gotta face the fact that I’m insane but I’ve been running
Tryna keep my head up but times been getting hard
Feel like giving up, I’m tired of staying strong
We all gotta go but I’m already gone
Losing a part of me, I’m taking a heavy loss
Playing with my feelings when you never had a right to
Fighting my reflection, told myself "I never liked you"
I miss all the people that I had to say goodbye to
But I promise moving on turned out to be the right move

[Chorus]
Searching for myself, I don’t know where to find me
Nothing’s set in stone, I don’t know what I might be
Running out of life, you don’t gotta remind me
Living by myself, got nobody beside me
Done with this, yeah
Why’d it have to come to this? Yeah
I’m so fucking numb to it, yeah
Nothing that a drug can fix, but I’m doing drugs and shit