[Verse 1]
I still smell of sweat
Still the scent of my giving in
Try to feel regret
But I want it to stay on my skin

[Verse 2]
I still fantasize
Close my eyes to be wrong again
Still those fuck-me eyes
As I'm licking the palm of my hand

[Chorus 1]
How the hell am I supposed to keep my self
When you are so damn far away
And everything feels meaningless
And I am not mine

[Chorus 1]
How the hell am I supposed to keep my self
When you are so damn far away
And everything feels meaningless
And I am not mine

[Verse 3]
I still smell of sex
Still her taste on my fingertips
Try to feel remorse
But it's hard with her wet on my lips
[Chorus 1]
How the hell am I supposed to keep my self
When you are so damn far away
And everything feels meaningless
And I am not mine

[Chorus 2]
How the hell am I supposed to keep my self
When you are so damn far away
And all I do seems meaningless
And I am not mine

[Outro]
I need something of my own
Something with a locked door
A room just for me alone
Something that I can control

I need something of my own
I need something cutting to the bone
I need something that is mine
If that must be guilt, then fine (How the hell)

I wanted something nice, but fine
This guilt is a hole but it's mine (How the hell)
I wanted something nice
This guilt is a hole but it's mine!