Small Talk

It's been a few weeks

I thought I'd reach out

I hope this message finds you well

And you're doing alright

I kinda miss you

No. That's a lie

I miss you so much that it hurts

And I cry every night

It's in mornings

That's when I remember

That you're gone

You won't be calling my phone ever

So, I go on a walk

I talk to myself

I might seem crazy but it's the only thing that helps

Everything is changing

Why do we have to speak like strangers?

I can't do small talk with you

'Cause every time that I do

All I want to say is something really big

Like "Don't you wanna come home?

I hate being alone."

All our conversations leave me wanting more

'Cause we'll always be too big

Yeah we'll always be too big

For small talk

You sound so formal

So far removed

From the lazy ways we spent our afternoons

But what can I expect

'Cause we're not together

So, now all we talk about is work and weather

It's so serious

God I hate this

Why are you acting like you haven't seen me naked?

All our history

Just forgotten

Now I understand what it means to be heartbroken

Everything is changing

We do we have to speak like strangers?

I can't do small talk with you

'Cause every time that I do

All I want to say is something really big

Like "Don't you wanna come home?

I hate being alone."

All our conversations leave me wanting more

'Cause we'll always be too big

Yeah we'll always be too big

For small talk