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"Why is it the good ones that have to die" RZA - Tearz

Feels got me staying sleep/
Dealing with - surveying deep/
Into ones own, think self consciously/
Or is it truth - will bet honestly/
Memory of hate damming - ashamed in/
Differences - make excuses to be aiming/
Cuz we unfamiliar there's animosity/
Break bread - hell with that philosophy/

"Make you feel that way" times four, with fourth rendition fading: Blackalicious - Make you feel that way

I understand nuances but circumstances/
A ghost in a shell living cuz a chancеs/
And the many wrongs - the fork in the path/
Thе second guesses I'm starving at last/
Instinct got me numb like striking nerve/
Tight lipped biting tongue testing water/
Wanting to say I believe in myself/
Afraid a change - stop at less - my context/
See freedoms just a word like God/
That's between pages that man mods/
So anyone thinks they can judge/
Kicking dirt til it turns to mud/
Spitting on a name like a normality/
Awhile back lost my sane the probability/
With looks about like B's famous/
Hittin different though - surreal anguish/
Now yesterday's got a man's life in comics/
Trippin sayin how I'm tragic/
Pent up everything is what I know/
Til it releases in form of low/
Hatin myself for behaviour of a schizo/
Wanting to be formal - use intuition so (so)/
Always second guessing like a afterthought/
Praying for a blessing but like silence I sought/
Speakin from a trove strivin for real/
A heathen lost still - fightin for feels/
Done dealt like damaged goods from the start/
Part shook as a standard - pieces a man flawed/
Cuz see - all the smirking is a deception/
Think trapped is the word - a lemons/
Wishes for prosperous souls/
Fam - an beyond in this ode/
An angels got the best of hue/
Touching heart - the rest is new/
Just hoped yesterday you knew/
How alone it can be living next to you/
"Doing my thang / I'm sorry / I got a birds eye view" times two. Zion I

It's funny how two minds can think alike/
But be seperate like day and night/
Reach to back in the day in search for sane that occurred/
Cuz this hell on earth got me asking am I on the verge/
With dreams ready to merge - relay prayers for above/
Mind frame be hi's and bye with both feet out the door/
A loner judged by inactions - even though this is all I can explore - but more/
Endured coping through the carnage the only way "One" could afford/
Knowing not to look back like Medusa - plus life is short good lord (now)/
I'm watching my words become formless like they on blank pages - darkness everywhere like the pain is/
Right in-between prisms when the form shifts - hard like heartache is (is)/
Unseen around my karma - got me torn adrift the rights and the wrongs/
And what your sensing is the warmth of a future like todays my swan song/
Feelin devastated living, another day to long - thats my hindsight/
As I take it on the chin I digress through time/
Just another number put out like an address line/

"Minded - This is my philosophy" KRS-One

Adrenaline pumping, survived a hell inside a me - fire feels right/
Now I got visions of a bright future like bringing the past to light/
When where and how - the inner voice be talking like (like)/
Answers there like mirrors - lifes beautiful struggle - the reflections other side/
Still with all this wisdom my emotions stay trapped in/
Yearning til our paths cross cuz of fate please be the catalyst/
Cuz it's up to yall as I'm caught up in lords vibes like matrimony/
Gimme a simple yes or no - it's the decision to another- Eve/
For a true Genesis awaits like heavens lifting spirits to infinity/