(reversed) I don't tell anyone when I feel suicidal

I AM DEPRESSED
I HATE EVERYONE AROUND ME AND
I FEEL LIKE THERE IS NOTHING IN MY CHEST
TAKE ANOTHER PISS, WHY WOULD I?
ALL I EVER DO IS MAKE A MESS
RIPPING OFF MY DICK LIKE: “COULD I?”
MAYBE I’M SUPPOSED TO WEAR A DRESS
(oh fuck)
WAIT
I STILL WANNA KILL MYSELF
I STILL WANNA JUMP OFF A MOTHER FUCKING
B-B-B-B-BUILDING
I AIN'T BEEN HAPPY SINCE 2018
I AIN'T BEEN HAPPY SINCE I COULD REMEMBER
MY N***A
I’M BEGGIN, DON’T AIM FOR THE CREAM
ALL OF THIS RAPPING IS NOT WHAT IT SEEM
PEDOPHILES
AND DEAD BEATS
AIN'T A MOTHER FUCKER
WORTH LETTING LIVE
IF YOU LOOKING UP
AT A MOTHERFUCKER YOU A DIP SHIT
YOU A RETARD
N***A EVERYBODY WANNA BE HARD

(reversed)
I don't tell anyone when I feel suicidal
I can't tell anyone when I feel suicidal
I won't tell anyone when I feel suicidal