New year, new me
Decade, 2020 yeh
Out the world, I look and see
Everything including me
Dissociate
Get away
From reality Okay
I need
Rebirth
A new slate
A massive change
In my head
Too much
Too much
Too much
Escape esotericism
But that’s my
my home
Why would I escape my home?
i dunno
Maybe it never was
Or I let it consume me
I feel like
A fucking fraud
I’m fucking lost
What do i do?
I don’t know
I don’t ask for help
So I keep it all inside
Until it explodes
And I’m out my mind
And then I wanna end it all
But I’m afraid to do so
So I lay
Lay
*asthma* x4
Why do I destroy everything that I fucking own