Patricia Taxxon
​i wish
Oh, it seems the morning’s broke
Splendid and cold, I can see
There’s children at play, Spring is here!
The flowers are blooming
Fresh bounty of sun
I wish I could be there
Wish I’d never grown up

I have made my own bed
Soil and sod line my walls
It wasn’t your fault, I would know
I’m sorry I’m like this
Sorry I ever came
I wish I could love you, for you
But it might be too late

Oh, what a year it’s been
Long, yet so short
I’m still here, shattered and frigid, I wait
I wish you could help me
But that’s asking too much
I wish for a new dad
First one fucked up