NextLane Beats
Renegade
[Verse]
She left me brokenhearted, I ain't got too much respect
For the demon in my head, 'cause she left me feeling like I'm dead
She was fucking with someone else the entire fucking time
I'm so blind, how couldn't I see that I'm not good enough?
I used to only feel like I could feel when I'm just lonely
Everybody staring at me, used to think that I'm a phony
I can't let this fear of being hurt stop me from love
But at the same time I don't think that I can trust another dove
She tore at my heart and she acted like it was okay
She went behind my back with this kid, every single day
She broke my fucking heart, that shit ain't okay
I still haven't trusted someone else to this very day
Gang gang, slide into them DM's like a boomerang
Ain't nobody fucking with me, life feels like a hand grenade
Got my brother at my back, y'all should really check his music
Young Drab on Instagram, I feel like I'm a lunatic

[Verse Two]
I said I feel like I'm a lunatic, always getting used like a goddamn joystick
Tossed over the side like a fucking toothpick, doesn't matter anyways that bitch looked like a fishstick
I'm really getting sick, I think I need some Gatorade
Every day I feel trapped 'cause I'm stuck behind a barricade
This song feels like an escapade, sipping on some marmalade
People try to judge me but I'm really just a Renegade