Zhavia Ward
Find My Love
[Chorus: Zhavia]
Tryna find my love, yeah, tryna find my love
Soon as you don't need me then I give a fuck
You be tryna move on, know you had enough
Soon as I pull up
Soon as I pull up
Soon as I pull up
I fill up your cup, fill me in what's up?
Build you up like paper mâché
Puttin' up a front
Stolen like a thief in the night
Soarin' like a dream outside

[Verse 1: Snow Tha Product]
You tryna figure me out cause you want me to give you the life that I gave to my ex and shit
But I been learned my lesson in
Giving someone my all didn't work so I exited
I got left at a deficit
Had me jumping through hoops just to fail, getting tested in
And I know that it's separatе but I got to admit that that shit set a precedеnt
I got a bunch of issues I'm addressing
You say that I'm hot and I'm cold, ain't no definite
Say I don't answer my phone but I'm checkin' it
You say I'm never too clear but I texted it
I see the proof that I'm trying and I'm [?] it
You knew the deal and knew what it was
It's all the back and the forth and the slamming the doors to come back, hoping I open up huh
[Zhavia]
Oh, got me feeling ways outta my control
It's so easy, don't wanna let you go
Yeah believe me I forgave your flaws, you fucked up

[Chorus: Zhavia]
Tryna find my love, yeah
Tryna find my love
Soon as you don't need me then I give a fuck
You be tryna move on, know you had enough
Soon as I pull up
Soon as I pull up
Soon as I pull up

[Zhavia]
Oh, got me feeling ways outta my control
It's so easy, don't wanna let you go
Yeah believe me I forgave your flaws, you fucked up

[Verse 2: Snow Tha Product]
I've been down this road for a minute now
These days it's hard to find love and find someone to trust
I know you wishing I would settle down
But as many pieces as I had to pick up and tape 'em back up
It's hard to take my heart and give it out, shit hear me out
I know I'm not great at expressing but I'll do it now
I guess it's now or never so let me do it now
Because I got all these insecurities surrounding what I do and I don't
It got me checking it I'm ready or if you wanna go
And every time I start forgetting what I went through with a hoe
I get all in my head and thinking what if I knew what I know
I would've never gotten hurt, never gotten left broken
Never would've worked, shit so bad it's insulting
Never did I deserve what I got but I've grown since
I'm elevated and now I'm waiting for Lord knows when, cause Lord knows when
I've been down this road but I know roads end
Cause there's times I left me and I chose them
And they left me empty and said I owed them
So can you blame me that I don't know shit
Cause I don't know shit
And I'm not your answer but I know this
If a maybe's a no, it's a no then
[Chorus: Zhavia]
Tryna find my love, yeah
Tryna find my love
Soon as you don't need me then I give a fuck
You be tryna move on, know you had enough
Soon as I pull up
Soon as I pull up