Jaya
Ruined
(Chorus)
Love yourself
Before you love somebody else
That's number one
I just ruined my relationship
I guess what's done is done
Now, I'm spending every night
Regretting life and getting druck
Popping pills to pass the time
I'm fucking up I'm back on drugs

(1 Verse)
Typical I'm cynical
The type she tried to fix
I wish that I could change
I wish my spirit wasn't split
She's better off without me and
I watch everybody slip
Right through my damn hands and
I'm sad so they jump ship
I told her I'm different
She said "baby that's okay"
I'm strong еnough to handle this
But maybe I need some spacе and
We all know what that means
She ain't coming back to stay
I'm used to that immune to that
I let her walk away
(Chorus)
Love yourself
Before you love somebody else
That's number one
I just ruined my relationship
I guess what's done is done
Now, I'm spending every night
Regretting life and getting druck
Popping pills to pass the time
I'm fucking up I'm back on drugs

(Outro)
I'm talented but damaged
There's no romance in my future
My name will live forever
I'm history's coolest loser
Fuck my life I hate this lie
I wish I took it sooner
Fuck my life I wanna die
Should've took it sooner
But society thinks I don't have it that bad
So they say I'm complaining
They call me ungrateful
They can't imagine the sadness and damage
I'm holding inside me
So they gave me a label
They call me crazy and maybe they're right
Cause I know
I'll never be mentally stable I'm Lonely