[Verse 1]
I think I finally get what my sister meant
When she asked, "What's the point
In being up 'til 4 a.m. if you're not drinking?"
It's been ten years since then
And I'm just four days deep
Into trying my best to take off the edge
Without drowning it in another fifth

[Chorus]
I can stop, it's not a problem
Feeling best when I feel nothing
It's not so bad here at the bottom
Feeling best when I feel nothing

[Verse 2]
I think I finally get that monthly tradition
Waking up on the first
And calling out for rabbits' help in wishful thinking
Mine's a bit different, before I go to bed
I write down all the things that make me wanna keep
This streak alive for another ninth

[Chorus]
Is it coping or a problem?
Feeling best when I feel nothing
Getting worse here at the bottom
Feeling best when I feel nothing
Move the goalposts just enough then
Feeling best when I feel nothing
[Bridge]
If you bring your old bullshit
You'll just be your own bad luck
You can be your own burden
Won't be worth betting on
If I bring my old bullshit (If you bring your old bullshit)
I'll just be my own bad luck (You'll just be your own bad luck)
I can be my own burden (You can be your own burden)
Won't be worth betting on

[Chorus]
No one's fault, but it's my problem
Feeling best when I feel nothing
How long have I been at the bottom?
Feeling best when I feel nothing
Still rolling out of bed each morning
Feeling best when I feel nothing
Taking wins where I can get 'em
Feeling bad, at least it's something