[Verse 1]
I'm so surprised that you can see through me
I may hide the fact that you can't read me
Because I'm open, I think I'm open
Like a book
Our memories in to read
When will the page turn for me?

[Chorus]
I'm going back like
I'm going back
I'm going back and forth
It's always like this

[Verse 2]
I kinda despise myself more
A lot of me
I hate the fact that I make you wait on me
I think I'm right
Maybe I'm right
Maybe I'm not
I'm always kicking myself
When will the page turn for me?

[Chorus]
I'm going back like
I'm going back
I'm going back and forth
It's always like this
[Verse 3]
I would blow over, like the wind
But beforе we dry off
I want to go for one more swim
I can't еxplain how blank I feel
Take my hand

I wish this shit was over
I want it to be the right way