[Chorus]
I'll let this song speak on all the wrong
That I never would say, that I don't wanna face
I'm just a shell without that toxin
I need a quick one, I need a taste
Thought I could quit but I'm not stoppin'
Don't think I will until I'm in a grave
I hate being alive, I do not wanna stay
To the God I believe in, I don't wanna pray
I don't think you hear me, I don't think you will
Don't fucking come near me, I don't wanna heal
You fucking left me alone for too long
I found my comfort with ghost in the walls
I found myself inside all of the shit you are not
Don't wanna be saved, leave me to rot
I used to seek change, now I am not
I'm okay with the demon inside of my heart

[Verse]
Wasn't thеre when I fell down, I'm stuck in hеll now
I understand that I'm hell-bound
I see my skin getting pale now, miss when I felt down
Wish I could feel what I felt now
At least back then, when I felt the worst pain
I still had the had hope that I would be better the next day
Now, I feel numb
Love, I feel none
Live, I did once
Another person, I ain't met a real one
[Chorus]
I'll let this song speak on all the wrong
That I never would say, that I don't wanna face
I'm just a shell without that toxin
I need a quick one, I need a taste
Thought I could quit but I'm not stoppin'
Don't think I will until I'm in a grave
I hate being alive, I do not wanna stay
To the God I believe in, I don't wanna pray
I don't think you hear me, I don't think you will
Don't fucking come near me, I don't wanna heal
You fucking left me alone for too long
I found my comfort with ghost in the walls
I found myself inside all of the shit you are not
Don't wanna be saved, leave me to rot
I used to seek change, now I'm not
I'm okay with the demon inside of my heart