[Chorus]
I hope that I'm still on your mind
Even though you're never gonna be mine
All of the shit that you said, dead, only together in my head
All of the girls, they never stay
I show my feelings, then they fade away
I'm feeling gray, nothing to say
I'll never be anyone anyway

[Verse]
I'll pay the price for what I have done
I'll live with the person that I have become
Say they will be there, but they never come
So into dirt and ashes is what I become
I'm always tired but I fall asleep every night
Tired of losing this fight, with me and myself, fuck it, oh well
If I don't love myself, tell me who else will?
Dead again, reticent
I don't open up, I need medicine
Where the hell did time go?
I'm torn up because I feel so low
Dead again, reticent
I don't open up, I need medicine
Where the hell did time go?
I'm torn up because I feel so low
[Chorus]
I hope that I'm still on your mind
Even though you're never gonna be mine
All of the shit that you said, dead, only together in my head
All of the girls, they never stay
I show my feelings, then they fade away
I'm feeling gray, nothing to say
I'll never be anyone anyway