[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse 1]
Told her she was all I needed and I meant it
She said, "Ken, I mean it too," but she didn't
I don't wanna feel anymore feelings
Girl you great but what you see in me is not what it is
I'm a lost cause baby, it is not all
Greener on the other fucking side when I am the fault
I'm the reason that you can't get right
I got demons and they meeting with me every single night

[Chorus]
I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning
I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning

[Verse 2]
She's a bitch but I know I'm no better, I'm an asshole
And it's been 3 years but she still the one I call though
I'm a fucked up sad little lost soul
I don't know how it got this bad when I fought so hard
Got so far from myself in my own mind
Tar on my breath, I do wrong when I know right
Where you are? I don't know, if I get in my car imma throw it off the road
[Bridge]
Turned 21, wish I didn't, you sent me a sign, I didn't get it
Why am I'm alive? I need a minute, all this fucking time, I just been sinning
Turned 21, wish I didn't, you sent me a sign, I didn't get it
Why am I'm alive? I need a minute, all this fucking time, I just been sinning

[Chorus]
I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning
I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning