[Verse]
Every time I love another it just leaves a pain inside my
Heart that's covered with the clutter
I don't like my emotions, I'm broken
Can't cope with anything inside my mind
That might remind me of all the better times that I can't find
In the present that I'm dealt with, it's so far away from Heaven
I don't know if I should reach for help or let the hurt just set in
Not where I imagined I would be
Can't talk to the people that I know get me
Say they wanna move on, they wanna get better
I don't think I can if we're not together
I was looking for you for so long
You were letting go, I tried to hold on
Don't laugh at me for missing what we had
I swear to God I care but you don't see that
I don't know why I can't feel my heart beating in my chest
I don't wanna see you again, you're just like all the rest
Baby, I don't wanna sleep in my bed, put me to rest
In the grave is where I think my life would serve me the best
Why can't I not care like you?
Nobody left here, I'm through
I can feel my death near, it's true
I don't wanna die, I just wanna find a friend