[unknxwn.]
I tried to trust, tried to love, all for us
It ain't work, now I'm hurt and I hate that hoe
Heart turned to dust, had enough
Got crushed, used to care about it all now I can't no more
I got a rush from the words not heard
Now I'm worse, goddamn this can't be so
But I guess it must, now I can't cope
If you hold me close, don't let me go

I don't wanna bond just to break, let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade, now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just to hate on the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm?
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

Sadness addict, felt the weight of the planet
Fucking erratic, don't know how I manage
I seem okay when we get face to face
But behind all the skin, I have honestly had it

One day I'm just gonna lose it
Don't know what the fuck I been doing
All my life I been wasting my time
You don't know who I am and neither do I
I don't wanna bond just to break, let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade, now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just to hate on the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm?
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

[weepings]
Fighting every night, hate the silence so I write out
All of these songs everyday, my own headspace is a maze
I think I'm falling out of love, it was good while it lasted
Tilt back the bottle, get blasted
You was fake, made outta plastic
Eating through my heart like acid

But I don't know what I'd do without you
The world is so dark but you lighten my hue
Ain't nobody gonna press up on me the way that you do
Seeing right through that, show me just a sign
A single pleading line, so I don't turn my back on you

Fucked in the head I might repeat the cycle like
Walk home alone with a bottle I trifle like
Ain't feeling well you should check on my vitals write
Thoughts from the past, they got me suicidal, white
Walk in the snowfall after the leaves fall down
I cannot recall, my life a freefall now, decline all these calls
Walking down these halls, frown
I'm not at peace, brawl, my head is leaking out