I'm fucking up again
So God forgive my sins
I'm losing all my friends
How did I come back to this?

I ran away till it caught up
Fuck all these games, tear the cards up
Don't know what this is but it's not love
My heart's put away and it's locked up

You can't save me, not like you'd give it a try though
I'm still breaking down but I sing on the high note
It's okay if you hate me, I know you used to have high hopes
Please don't chase me, if yes really meant no I would be right

How far could I get if I really tried?
Don't care about shit, if I do then I lied
I found a genie stuck in a bottle
I wished for death and I still haven't died

Why can't I get out of my head?
I think I'd be better off dead
Lies making me say that again
Life took me back to the bottom again