Can't even explain to myself what has happened
I'm rappin'
Atleast I'm doing something other than baggin'
And trappin'
All the feelings that I want from another
I'm lackin'
One day I hope that I can say that I'm actually
Stackin'
They don't get it when I say that I'm already dead
My life is not the one that you should try to understand
I done fucked up so many damn times
But somehow I get the courage
To get up and try again
See I ain't never had a dad
But when I did
That n***ah in the sky
Said "Let me fuck around again"
You pretend
I don't fuck with you
I done had enough with you
I won't even talk to you
Cause I ain't had no luck with you
Now I'm stuck inside my dome
Now my house ain't home
Now I feel alone
I'm stuck inside this fuckin' phone
I'm a stack of bones
Waiting to be dust
I don't wanna hear all of the fuckin' fuss