DSLR flash
Looking past the lens
A teenage imitation
Now just a picture of a picture I've taken
Glitter closing my eyes
Falling asleep with your hand in mine
Every moment has a touch of goodbye
We were watching it leave while we still had time

I wanna kill your boyfriend
On the phone you said
"I promise, I know it's bad"
When I come home on the holiday
You tell me everything
In my bed
Whispering like we're thirteen again

Glass bottles in the trunk
Looking for something far past drunk
Learning how to be loved in the back of a car that you're scared of
Fall from a chemical high
Outrunning the feeling of being alive
But after it ended you never felt right
You're not supposed to take that stuff all the time

I wanna kill your boyfriend
He can never know you
He wants to crush you in his hands
And every time
That you say "he loves me"
I say "that's not what love means"
I say "that's not what love means"
That's not what love means
That's not what love means
I say "that's not what love means"
I say "that's not what love means"
That's not what love means
That's not what love means
That's not what love means
That's not what love means