ヨルシカ (Yorushika)
That’s Why I Gave Up On Music (English Cover)
Thought out but logic isn’t clicking
That sky when I longed to have you with me
Tired breezes singing sweetly, as my mind it comes alive and flies freely
Hey, going forward oh, where will it take me?
Everything it just leaves me helplessly
Looking at me, smiling
As I turned away and didn’t say a thing

Thought out but logic isn’t clicking
Our youth is dull amount to nothing
Giving up on the piano, but the sickening beat, had taken over me
Hey, and on oh where oh will it take me?
Far from all of the music you’re making?
Go on living happily

Pizzicato strings that sing I pluck a heart-made melody
Long without me they never lose beat, when they’re out of reach ever fondly
Oh I, carry their light

And I’ll never know, I don’t care to know
Just go on and let go
All of this “love” for your life, for the world and the sky, they cry, while never knowing why
They want to know, be told down where to go
But that’s just how life flows
It’s your fault that, I couldn’t say so
Thought out but logic isn’t clicking
Forced now to face the future I’m resisting
“I’ll fade on to nothing,” and the stinging in my chest it burns right on to the ending
“Where am I headed in the future?”
Growing up I can’t speak up a single word
Stuck in frozen terms

How do I explain the hate I feel watching that happy face?
What do they have that’s missing?
Stuck there on the side I’m watching--a ghost
I follow every step but still don’t know

I’m not wrong to live! And in spite of this
We still all are human
Lacking “love” for your life, for the world and the sky, you cry, while never knowing why
That painful sting when you’re listening
Is just proof you’re living
Not that I care though, all just your whim

Thought out but logic isn’t clicking
Why does it hurt to keep on breathing on and living?
Why can’t you make a living writing music?
It’s fine if all the words I write are useless

Not like I care though
Yeah I’m sure I wasn’t wrong
Yeah I’m sure I wasn’t wrong...
And I swear I wasn’t wrong…
Yeah the fault was mine, all through my life
I couldn’t read the signs
All of this “love” for your life, for the world and the sky, they cry, I couldn’t tell you why
They want to know, be told down where to go
But that’s just how life flows
It’s all your fault that, I couldn’t say so

There was once a time I dreamed too
Now the feelings have all broke through misuse
So long that I had written for you
I don’t really care about the fame, you know my love was true
I felt it, more than I knew
That’s how I had felt then too
That’s why I’m done with it
That’s why I’m done with it
All my notes
Died with you