[Intro]
Nauseous from the toxic
When you told me, "Can you just be honest?"
"Is it real or is it just precautious?"
And I'm locked down, I'm in a code red
They haven't told us what it's for yet
Hey, I took a big jump towards death
I still ain't touched the floor yet

[Chorus]
I'm alone when I'm coming home again
I was up again instead of going to bed
Barely covered in from the stormy winds
Railing starts to bend and it's caving in
I woke up again laying on the grass
It's so haunted now, don't trespass
I'ma just wait 'til the rest pass
I'ma hit my head, get whiplash

[Post-Chorus]
I don't know why I thought it'd be easy
Finding peace
I won't go, feel like part of mе needs it
Can't reach

[Verse 2]
I just watch it morph and change
The sеcond that I think I get the formula
I've been spilling colors on the floor, yeah
And I'm never fixing my proportions
Talking wrong, 'course
Trust me I know all the stories, yeah, yeah
[Bridge]
I'm slowly moving towards it
I must be easy to forget
Can't be this easy to forfeit
Hope for the best
Though, it's far-fetched
All abandoned like HP
They ain't put the life back in me
In there with the crimson fury
I've been distant since 16

[Chorus]
I'm- I'm-
I'm all alone when I'm coming home again
I was up again, stead of going to bed
Barely covered in from the stormy winds
Railing starts to bend and it's caving in
I woke up again laying on the grass
It's so haunted now don't trespass
I'ma just wait 'til the rest pass
I'ma hit my head, get whiplash

[Post Chorus/Outro]
I don't know why I thought it'd be easy
(Easy, easy)
I- I don't know why I thought it'd be easy
(Easy, easy)
I don't know why I thought it'd be easy
(Easy, easy)
I- I don't know why I- (thought it'd be easy)
(Easy, easy)