[Chorus]
All that I needed was for you to doubt me
Thank you
Isn't the fire you wanted up out me
But this what it came to
I'm just tryna make a healthy living
I'm still growing up and yet I'm raising children
Everyday I face a villain inside of me
Internal fights and I hate the feeling
I been broke and tryna make a million
So the devil called me tryna make a deal and
Thought about it but I never got back to him
Maybe I'll see if he's still willing

[Verse]
I could use it, feel like I'm drowning
Spinning round and round and round and
You hardly ever see me smiling
Wish I could escape to an island
Tired of fighting and striving
Wish I could be lazy for once
Wish I could be lazy for once
I would sit back, smoke an ounce in a day
N***a gone tomorrow, he was here today
That's why you gotta live
Live and let nothing get in the way
High school we drank E&J
Now I miss my n***as E and J
If you bad vibes, n***a keep away
I see my world spiral, like a DNA
Okay I'm sick in the head need a CNA
That boy from VA need to be a man
Grab a dagger, take a stab at it
With a sick laugh, like the Mad Hatter
Criss cross, yeah I'm ass-backwards
Need to turn it around, get my ass on the move
I smoke a bag of that gas and I zoom
I plant my flag on the moon
[Chorus]
All that I needed was for you to doubt me
Thank you
Isn't the fire you wanted up out me
But this what it came to
I'm just tryna make a healthy living
I'm still growing up and yet I'm raising children
Everyday I face a villain inside of me
Internal fights and I hate the feeling
I been broke and tryna make a million
So the devil called me tryna make a deal and
Thought about it but I never got back to him
Maybe I'll see if he's still willing