[Hook]
I got this bullet by my side
With my name on it (with my name on it)
If I pull it don't you cry
I can't take this shit (can't take this shit)
The silence never felt this loud before
Please make it stop (please make it stop)
I hear the sirens right outside my door as my body drops
(Oh no)

[Verse]
I'm trying hard to be strong
Why does being alive feel intrinsically wrong?
Every night I'm caught and getting higher than a pitch
Popping all these pills and I take a couple swigs
Whiskey in my liver and the smoke in my lungs
Heart growing bitter I don't like who I've become
Always on the run from myself every chance I get
I don't ask for help 'cuz they abandon ship
So I sink by my lonely
And I drink till I feel like the old me
But I know this potion is false hood
I guess truth and I started on the wrong foot
So I dance with these pretty lies
And the trance while the pain's hidden in disguise
Take a quick look in his eyes
You can tell he's unhealthy and sick inside
[Bridge]
And nothing feels the same
Everything feels so strange
Why must everything change?
My thoughts are so deranged
Inside my brain is hell
I wish I could dispel this curse that's plaguing me

[Hook]
I got this bullet by my side
With my name on it (with my name on it)
If I pull it don't you cry
I can't take this shit (can't take this shit)
The silence never felt this loud before
Please make it stop (please make it stop)
I hear the sirens right outside my door as my body drops
(Oh no)