[Verse 1]
I just wanna' close my eyes
I don't wanna' see another day again
I been tryna' hold on tight
But I feel it all coming to an end
I'm sorry if I let you down
But I been feeling down for way too long
I feel myself slowly drown
And everything I know will soon be gone
Tell me what you see in me
Can you tell me you what you see in me oh-ooh
Tell me you believe in me
Can you tell me you believe in me oh-ooh
Tell me you won't leave my side
Can you tell me you won't leave my side no-oh
Tell me you won't let me die
Can you tell me you won't let me die no-oh
How much longer do I plan to stick around
Everyday my emotions kick me to the ground
The only thing that calms me down is that pistol sound
I load it up, cock it back, blow a fucking round
Another round just so I can try to numb the pain
So many shots you would think I was a shooting range
Ain't it strange how we kill ourselves to feel alive
All this pain I been feeling I just can't describe
[Chorus]
I just feel so numb no I can't feel a thing
Wish I would wake up and this was all a dream
Days are passing by while I'm wasting away
Asking towards the sky will you take me away
I just feel so numb no I can't feel a thing
Wish I would wake up and this was all a dream
Days are passing by while I'm wasting away
Asking towards the sky will you take me away

[Interlude]
I'm just, tired of feeling like I can't feel
I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough
I'm tired of feeling like
Feeling like I'm just not worth it
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

[Verse 2]
Tell me what you see in me cause I been losing sight
Do you truly believe in me yo I'll let you decide
Cause I been losing all my faith through my own demise
And I been cruising with no breaks hoping I collide
The hurting won't subside and I'm just so desperate now
Always tryna run and hide from my reflection now
If I let you down, I apologize
But these demons in me must be ostracized
I'm so weak and I can't take this suffering
And I can't see no hope of recovering
I'm just stuck on a boat that has sunken me
I been going down a slope ain't no up you see
I been falling slowly
I'm often lonely
I'm sick of myself I want the old me
Please just hold me
Don't you let go
These are my last words
Like I'm on death row, no
[Chorus]
I just feel so numb no I can't feel a thing
Wish I would wake up and this was all a dream
Days are passing by while I'm wasting away
Asking towards the sky will you take me away
I just feel so numb no I can't feel a thing
Wish I would wake up and this was all a dream
Days are passing by while I'm wasting away
Asking towards the sky will you take me away