[Verse 1]

Some nights I stay awake to think about things I hate
You always come to mind because you were my worst mistake
Loving you was never easy, I probably shouldn't have tried it
You look ugly, you look like you probably need a diet
My first boyfriend will, probably my last
At least lay me a pillow before you drop me on my ass
Young bashful, all my friends think I’m an asshole
Stacking all my bands, I’m impatient for the cash flow
Enough with the love shit I find it unimportant
I just want to chill online with Chris and fucking play the forest
Why don’t we put a list together of shit that will never happen
I want to live in TriBeCa, have an apartment in Manhattan
I want yacht, sail the world you know I’ll be the captain
I think about it, I know that shit will never happen
I want to be famous I want to make a difference
But that shits impossible I’ll probably never get it and.... it's whatever

[Verse 2]

I used to be the kid with lots of aspirations
But nowadays I feel like I’ve got no dedication
Things changed for better or worse
Stunting so hard feels like a blessing and a curse
I put that on all my worth
My grandfather didn’t stare down the barrel of a gun
Just so 40 years later he’d had a fuck up for a grandson
I know damn well why these boys think I’m handsome
I know damn well why my music is the anthems
For all these fucked up kids with their fucked up friends
Yeah you fuck with me now, but didn't fuck with me then
And I'm waking up, to another week of all this bullshit
There's rappers blowing up just because Ronny J produced them
I’m a little different why should I have to lose to them
We all want to stay unique why the hell should we get used to them?

But I... I digress. Fuck it. Fuck everything
It's whatever