Perhaps it was the Benadryl
Your smile was fake, but mine was real
I almost sat down next to you
But caught myself before I made myself a fool

So distraught
You’ve left me so distraught

I know you’re just as lost as me
The things that happened changed our destiny
I’m too young to embrace change
Or accept things won’t be the same

So complex
You’ve left me so complex

The concept of love is confusing
’Cause everyone who’s loved me has cheated on me
And now love is a stranger
But honestly I’m just afraid to be alone

Not my time
This was just not my time

And having sex and making vows is not right for a teenager
’Cause now I’m in love and willing to give up my goals and dreams for someone I barely know
Pre-mature
This love was pre-mature

If only my hormones had developed more rapidly
Then I could have separated love and lust from reality

Pre-mature
This love was pre-mature