[Verse 1]
Blue tea with the letters
Sittin', reminiscin', gettin' sentimental
Argentina on a red eye
My emotions on a standby
You know how to make a girl feel special
You're good like that
Making love and talking pretty
Rose colored vision living in the city
Funny how the distance clouds all of the bullshit
But it's gonna take more than flowers to forget

[Pre-Chorus]
You crash your car into my house and
Calling me a dumb bitch
Say I'm too dramatic
Finding little tokens from the run-ins with your side piece
All up in your bedsheets
No, I wasn't crazy, crazy

[Chorus]
Tried to leave it on my lap, you won't
You think that I want you back? I don't
Hidе it with a perfect smile, you do
All you lеt them see is that idea of you
Leaving bruises on my skin, you did
Then you beg for me to let you in, pathetic
Every time I let you win, I lose
Guess I was in love with that idea of you
[Verse 2]
Red hot, temperamental
Speech slur and the hand slip, accidental
Learned to speak your white lies better than a black eye
No, it's gonna take more than diamonds to forget

[Pre-Chorus]
You told our friends I was unstable
Truth under the table
I always enabled you
And yeah, I guess I was afraid of being lonely
End up with nobody
Oh, I let you own me, own me

[Chorus]
Tried to leave it on my lap, you won't
You think that I want you back? I don't
Hide it with a perfect smile, you do
All you let them see is that idea of you
Leaving bruises on my skin, you did
Then you beg for me to let you in, pathetic
Every time I let you win, I lose
Guess I was in love with that idea of you