[Verse 1]
The light is fading violently
My breath short circuits, I'm trembling
Relive my past life, a glance from the outside
I swear I'm alright

[Pre-Chorus]
Information overload
Can't think clearly, on my own
Cutting through me like a knife
Denial has its price
Reactions happen far too slow
Synaptic crash, I'm on my own
Clutched in a grip I won't let go
I have to let you go
(Let go)

[Chorus]
How cold can I be?
Oh, God am I still breathing?
Can I forgive?
I've tried, oh, I've tried
But I fall to the bottom now
Cyanide and black clouds

[Verse 2]
Take my life instead, any price you claim
I'll pay a hundred times just to see your face
I plead with what I havе, I know it's not enough
A soul seems useless without your lovе
[Pre-Chorus]
And if I have to tear it all out
Don't think you'll be unscathed
If I have to feel this way
You should feel the same
Pressed steel against the skin
I wish you thought of me
When you chose the path, you hoped would set you free

[Chorus]
How cold can I be?
Oh God am I still breathing?
Can I forgive?
I've tried, oh, I've tried
But I fall to the bottom now
Cyanide and black clouds

[Bridge]
I know I need a change
I feel it in my bones
How can I stay alive?
I need help from above
And when I think of you
I know I'm not alone
How can I find my peace when battling no hope?
[Breakdown]
I'm done blaming myself for everything out of my control
All this time, I thought I was there

[Chorus]
How cold can I be?
Oh God am I still breathing?
Can I forgive?
I've tried, oh, I've tried
But I fall to the bottom now
Cyanide and black clouds

[Post-Chorus]
And when I think of you, I know I'm not alone
I hear you in the air, I feel you in my heart
And when I think of you, I know not I'm not alone
Someplace beyond this world, somewhere not far at all