I had a dream I was torn
Beautiful numbness
I tried to scream, you were gone
Caved into nothing

Can't move
Can't breathe
I tapped out
It’s heavy
Don’t really know who I am right now

Used up all my wishes, I’m becoming quite unstable
This shit’s barely keeping me alive

Is it all a waste of my time
Is it all made up in my mind
Oops I forgot where to draw that line
Set my home base in a wildfire

Is it all a waste of my time
Does it only live in my mind
Oops I forgot big girls don’t cry
So buckle up and sit tight

[Verse 2]
I’m better off on my own
With no one to bother
No one to tell me I’m wrong
I’ve heard it enough
So I’m paintin' the walls now I’m
Closing the gates
Fuck is this really how I’m feeling safe now
Oh well
Oh well

[Pre-Chorus]
Used up all my wishes, I’m becoming quite unstable
This shit’s barely keeping me alive

[Chorus]
Is it all a waste of my time
Is it all made up in my mind
Oops I forgot where to draw that line
Set my home base in a wildfire

Is it all a waste of my time
Does it only live in my mind
Oops I forgot big girls don’t cry
So buckle up and sit tight