[Intro]
I actually hope you know
I swear to god I fucking hate people like
I don't know man
If you fall in me
Prove it in
Thank you so much (What the fuck?)
*yawns*

[Verse 1]
This that smoking song (Yeah)
This that get me gone (This that get me gone)
This that message your exes and you love them and you were wrong (Wish I was wrong)
Man I feel like shit (Shit)
But my brain bathe in it (Brain bathe in it)
This that kill me now (Yeah)
That get it over with (That get it over with)

[Chorus]
Feel numbing through my veins (Through my veins)
My blood is novocaine (My blood is novocaine)
If you fuck me once (Fuck me once)
Just know I'm not the samе (Not the same)
At least I don't feel thе same (Not the same)
At least I hope I'm not the same (Not the same)
I hate my old self (I hate my old self)
But I hate who I've became (Who I've became)
[Bridge]
Don't we all (Yeah)
Don't we all, don't we all
Don't we all (Yeah)
I hate who I've became

[Verse 2]
Eat the attention
Happiness faces supression (Supression)
When I feel like I got leverage (I got leverage)
Life teaches me lesson (Lesson)
Complications feel endless (Feel endless)
Deleting people off my friendlists (Yeah)
Backlash, why the friendship ended?
Bitch it never fucking started
Petty shit not fucking pardoned (No)
Getting mad cause I said retarded (What?)
Well shit, some things slip out
You don't gotta freak the fuck out (No, yeah)

[Verse 3]
Maybe I'm just fucking toxic
I think I've finally lost it (Bitch, I lost it)
Treat everyone like an object
I'm breathing but don't make me rage quit (Bitch, I'm rage quit)
We ain't nothing but some fucking flesh
Can't wait till I'm dead, I could fucking rest (I could rest)
I'm living life by the day to day (Day to day)
But I spend it all in my fucking bed (All in my fucking bed)
I spend it in my fucking head (Head)
Lately I don't even fuck with me
Everybody being super flirty (Super flirty)
Trash are come then I feel dirty (No)
Take a bus back to home base (Skrr)
What you doing next weekend? (Yeah)
I don't even know what I did today (Don't need that)
I feel guilty for being calm
[Verse 4]
I don't always need to fucking scream (No, I don't)
Do you want to wait around mad people for a year?
And they think that's who you are
My mood changes like season (Yeah)
Choking on my demons (Yeah, ay)
Swallowing so much evil shit (Yeah)
To be pure, it should be bulimic (Woah, woah)

[Bridge]
I can't believe you did saved this man that's fucked up late
Woah, this teenage like you're saying shit like that late
SHUT THE FUCK UP

[Chorus]
Feel numbing through my veins (Through my veins)
My blood is novocaine (My blood is novocaine)
If you fuck me once (Fuck me once)
Just know I'm not the same (Not the same)
At least I don't feel the same (Not the same)
At least I hope I'm not the same (Not the same)
I hate my old self (I hate my old self)
But I hate who I've became (Who I've became)

[Outro]
Don't we all (Yeah)
Don't we all
I hate who I've became (I hate who I've became)