[Verse]
My ex fucked up my communication skills (Yeah)
That's probably why I never talk about the way I feel (Never talk)
Just 'cause you tell me you love me, shit, that don't make it real (Nah)
With no land, but yet I'm tryna find a place to build (Find a place)
We argue over dumb shit like who gon' pay the bills? (Who gon' pay?)
And when she take shots at me, it's like she aim to kill (Bang, bang)
She wanted to shine for nothin', that bitch stainless steel (Uh-huh)
She probably could've signed to Em, that was a shady deal
My heart been gone since then, it ain't been beatin' lately (Nah)
That don't give me reason to make you feel unappreciated (Woo)
Treat you like the one who hurt me and I can see you hate it (Hate it)
But I don't want you to cut it short like abbreviations
And I know you probably think that I'm gon' skrrt (Skrrt)
But really, I'm just hurt from the people who did me dirt (Dirt)
And it's like I've always searched for my insecurities first
Like a n***a with no job, I'm just prayin' that we work, 'cause, um
We put in a lot of time and effort (Lot of time)
No court cases, but we done been through some trials together (Through some trials)
I been through the lost and found and I found me better (Found me better)
I ain't that funny, but hope I can make you smile forever (Smile forever)
Can't wear my heart on my sleeve, this shit a tank top (Shit a tank top)
She got so quiet for me, you could hear raindrops (Could hear raindrops)
A different person, but I put you in the same box (In the same box)
I painted that perfect picture, then the paint stop (Woo)
Wanna drop the ball, but I know that I gotta pick it up
Lyin' and all that slippin' up, callin' and I ain't pickin' up (Nah)
Tellin' bitches to hit me up, stories that I been mixin' up
Actin' like I don't give a fuck, bro, I need some fixin' up
Prayin' that you don't give it up (You don't give it up)
'Cause I know that you deserve more than good enough (More than good enough)
Get ugly for it, get beautiful, but it's lookin' rough (Yeah)
Don't wanna say I had a shot, that I just couldn't adjust
And plus I know that if you stay, then you probably wanna get rid of me
Pointin' all of your scars like, "N***a, look what you did to me" (Look what you did)
Textin' all of your friends, "Bitch, he gotta be kiddin' me"
Playin' all of these games, guessin' that's just the kid in me (Like a kid)
Actin' so elementary, drainin' all of your energy
Gave me a penalty, I'm gon' change real eventually (Like I'm gon' change)
Bitches linkin' like centuries, turned you into my enemy
Reasons I do it to you, probably 'cause it was did to me
And plus, I know
That's a fucked-up feeling to have (Yeah)
I could never move forward, 'cause I live in the past
Got me messin' over women 'cause a bitch that I had
Heart broken, it ain't like I put that shit in a cast (Nah)
And I'm gambling with your love and losing all of your bets (Bets)
Pushing all of your buttons I know you hate being pressed (Pressed)
I got a lot of feelings I don't know how to express
It's Transformation Thursday, I'm turning into my ex, goddamn (Damn, fuckin' up)
Transformation Thursday, I'm turning into my ex, goddamn
The reason I get left, 'cause I'm turning into my ex, goddamn