[Verse 1]
My life as a seminal fake
And I’m only ever thinking
Of a terrible thing
It’s not like I had reason
For leaving you
Thinking I could fix it
If it wasn’t for Adderall
Who’s got time for the shit
That you take?
So take a break from the ache
And push the feeling away
It’s not like I had reason
For leaving you
Thought I wouldn’t be missing you
All the things that we never do
But could

[Chorus]
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference for deference's sake?
Can you say it a different way?
(Hesitate, hesitate)
Cull close a chosen meaning
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference for deference's sake?
Can you say it a different way?
Cull close a chosen meaning

[Verse 2]
And it’s gone
Impression and likeness alone
If I showed that I’m frightened and young
Would it take?
Without a reason
It comes, then it’s gone
Tilting from right to wrong
I never listen
List something missing
Have my permission wishing
We’ll never know

[Chorus]
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference for deference's sake?
Can you say it a different way?
(Hesitate, hesitate)
Cull close a chosen meaning
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference for deference's sake?
Can you say it a different way?
[Verse 3]
My mind in the terminal phase
And it’s all without feeling
Just a cynical shame
It’s not like I had reason
To see it through
Everybody takes—
What did I leave with you?
Who’s got time for the shit
That you take?
So take a break from the ache
And push the feeling away
It’s not like I had reason
For leaving you
Thought I wouldn’t be missing you
All the things that we never do
But should

[Chorus]
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference for deference's sake?
Can you say it a different way?
(Hesitate, hesitate)
Cull close a chosen meaning
Pull a shadow from my name
Is it indifference for deference's sake?
Can you say it a different way?