[Verse]

Why, it always seem like I'm following a hollow beam
Grind down my insecurities, while the vulture was hollering
Calling my name, like bitch, I didn't do anything
I'm being me, that's what matters till my death in the game
So I sit and plummet, let the butterflies tear my stomach
Till it has me getting the feeling that I'm nothing
Rap king, that's something, I'm no role model
I'm honor role motto, that says "I'm in the hall of fame
Of nobody's and faggots", but I stand bottom
Hit home plate, dived for it, but still missed it
Walk on water, but my sins are looking optimistic
I sit, and every time I write, I feel like I have to try harder
For people to see that my shit matters
Four years and I'm still climbing, next year will be 5 of rhyming
Be a try hard, find a way to cry my mind out
But nobody fucks with that style
So I have to do something different
I have no choice but to be suicidal
If I was 21, I wouldn't drink, cause life's full of broken bottles
Let me burn, I'll be fine, to die slow
I'll titled this, right, if I die it's vital
Fuck if I come back, I won't make a revival
I remember